Archive for November, 2008

RIP Ricki!

Monday, November 24th, 2008

My dear friend and ADAPT warrior Ricki Landers passed away on November 16, 2008. Ricki had been in poor health for years, but it seemed like it really got bad these past few months.

I was blessed to be able to see and talk with Ricki at the action in September. She told me that that was going to be her last action. It was clear that she knew that she would be joining the Ancestors soon, and in her own way, she was saying goodbye to those whom she loved.

I have lots of fond memories of Ricki — of us chanting and singing together at ADAPT actions, chilling together on the Free Our People March, and talking together after during the evening after the actions. Ricki was just special. She had that tough, gruff exterior, but inside was a heart of gold as big as outer space! I had one last conversation with her right after my surgery, only a few weeks before she passed. It was a Saturday, and very nice that day in Salt Lake City. Lopeti and Steve had picked her up to take her to the park so that she could get out. We talked for a few minutes. She was excited about getting out on such a beautiful day, and told me to say hi to the folks in Rochester, especially Greg. I’ll never forget her last her last words to me — I love you!

Ricki left a message to all of us before she passed. She told Barb to tell us ” I’m sorry I won’t be there to continue the fight. I will be watching, cheering, and fighting from a different place. Know that I am always with you”.

Right on, my Sister, right on!

MindFreedom Filing Complaint with UN Claiming “Torture” in Minnesota

Monday, November 24th, 2008

RA’s Note: This hits home for me because once upon a time, I came close to meeting this fate!

MindFreedom Filing Complaint with UN Claiming “Torture” in Minnesota – Take Action!

A MindFreedom investigation revealed that Ray Sandford, 54, complained of being escorted every week for months from his supported living home in Columbia Heights, Minnesota to Mercy Hospital for another course of electroshock over his objection.

After a MindFreedom News international alert, Ray’s doctor let him skip his forced shock this past Wednesday, November 19. This Wednesday morning, November 26, Ray expects to be woken up early once again to be escorted the 15 miles to what he is told will be his 34th involuntary outpatient electroshock under special Minnesota laws.

Meanwhile, MindFreedom is filing an official claim with the United Nations calling Minnesota’s abuse of Ray “torture,” using a new process and expanded definition by the UN. This past Friday, November 21, disability advocates met with Ray at the Minnesota Center for Independent Living. Ray told advocates he very much supports this campaign.

During the meeting a teleconference was held with MindFreedom President Celia Brown in New York City and MindFreedom Director David Oaks in Oregon. Celia interviewed Ray so that MindFreedom may file a human rights complaint under a new process with a United Nations Special Rappateur. Because of recent developments, some types of severe psychiatric abuse may now be considered torture by the UN.

Involuntary outpatient electroshock (IOE) is part of a trend to bring the power of forced psychiatric procedures out into the community, from the back ward to your front porch. Electroshock itself has made a comeback throughout the USA, and internationally, without adequate human rights protection.

The next forced outpatient electroshock of Ray Sandford is scheduled for this Wednesday morning, 26 November 2008, the day before the USA holiday of Thanksgiving. Join an international campaign *NOW* to phone Minnesota Governor Tim Pawlenty today and tomorrow, before the shock:

Ask the Governor to give Ray Sandford a reprieve from his next forced electroshock.

Ask the Governor — who claims to believe in limited government — if he supports laws in Minnesota allowing this torture: the involuntary administration of electroshock therapy (ECT) of people living out in the community?

Insist on talking to a staff person. Staff is directing many of these calls into voice mail. 
MindFreedom is not aware of anyone actually getting a response to this voice mail. Do Not Give Up! Politely but firmly insist on talking to a staff person. If you get redirected to voice mail leave a message, but call back until you get an answer from a live person. Call any day, but especially call today and tomorrow, *before* Ray’s scheduled electroshock this Wednesday. You have the best chance of reaching staff from 8:00 am to 4:30 pm Central Time weekdays.

From anywhere in the world phone (651) 296-3391.  From inside Minnesota phone toll free (800) 657-3717. If you do receive any helpful information, e-mail it to news@mindfreedom.org.

Remember Ray – Take Action Now! Don’t let Ray get escorted without you saying “no” to torture out in our communities. It takes just a few moments. Please nonviolently “zap back” by asking questions. The campaign is being heard in the Governor’s office. MindFreedom has evidence that at least one frustrated operator has hung up on callers about Ray. Ray did not give up. So we won’t give up! You may read some of the many public comments that have been e-mailed to the Governor here. Tim Pawlenty’s email is tim.pawlenty@state.mn.us.

More health drama

Monday, November 24th, 2008

As if colon surgery wasn’t enough, I was hit with another diagnosis — diabetes! Folks, I never saw this coming. There were no symptoms that I noticed — at least, not ones that would have clued me in to the fact that I was going to have a permanent visitor. It was as if one day, I didn’t have it, and the next day, I did! Needless to say, I haven’t had much energy, but I had to keep my promise to the Good Readers who check in on me from time to time.

This particular diabetes is they Type II variety, where my body produces insulin, but somehow, has forgotten how to make use of it. I’m on a medication called metformin, a high blood pressure med (though I don’t have high blood pressure) to protect my kidneys, and a medicine for high cholesterol, that comes with a ban on one of my favorite fruits, grapefruit.

Thankfully, the doc says that if I take my meds,watch my diet, lose weight, and excercise, the diabetes will be under control. It’ll never go away, but I’ll master it. I’m all for losing some of my poundage, and eating healthy, and hey, there is a little gym just down the hall from my apartment!

With that in mind, I’ve learned some new skills like carb counting and monitoring my blood sugar. Though I’m still sorta in shock, pissed off, resentful, and mourning the loss of Junk Food, one of my best friends, I’m beginning to come to terms with this. After all, I do want to live to be a healthy, feisty, 105-year-old still able to holler FREE OUR PEOPLE out in the trenches on the front lines with the ADAPT young and up-and-coming. Best of all, Lisa is in this with me, so we’re both working on a healthy lifestyle so that we can grow old together! You can’t beat that!

Like Pulling Teeth!

Wednesday, November 5th, 2008

RA’s Note: Yesterday was Election Day, and I wrote this after I voted. A cleaned, more refined version of this will appear on the CDR blog.

Most folks who know me know that I have strong feelings when it comes to voting. I feel that as an African American, it is my duty to vote because people died so that I could have that right. I haven’t missed a vote since I was 18 (I’m 43 now), and I’ve served as an election judge and poll worker in several states, and the District of Columbia. The importance and potential historical aspect of this election served as an even stronger motivation for me to get out and vote even though I am recovering from surgery. I wasn’t going to miss this for the world!

My partner and I saddled up early, and arrived at the polling place about 6:30. My polling place is Salem United Church of Christ, located at 60 Bittner Street, only a few blocks from my place. This is my regular polling place, so I knew that I’d be on the books. I’d previously voted at the Center for Disability Rights because prior to this election, CDR was the only polling site that had an accessible voting machine. Now, with the state slowly crawling into compliance with the Help America Vote Act (HAVA), there would be an accessible voting machine at every polling place, and CDR would no longer serve in that capacity.

The polling place was wheelchair accessible via a wooden ramp, and I was able to get in the door by myself, even though the ramp and the doorway were narrow. The voting area was a small room; it looked like the only accessible part of the church. There was a very short line, and everyone was being asked for ID, which set off a red flag for me.

Election inspectors quickly found my name, and I signed on the dotted line, but the fun began when I asked to use the accessible machine. There was hemming and hawing, and a flurry of activity, and finally, I was told that I’d have to wait because the machine wasn’t ready. “Why isn’t it ready”, I asked. “The machine is supposed to be set up, and ready when the polls open”. “Well, this is all new, an experiment”, replied Vicky, one of the election inspectors. “We don’t know how to use these machines. They’re brand new”.  “What if someone else wanted to use the machine before I came”, I countered. “Oh, it’s only for the disabled”, said Vicky. “No”, I asserted. “It’s for anyone who wants to use it, not just for us. The New York State Board of Elections decided that months ago. If you do this, you’re separating my vote. This is segregation, Jim Crow, Apartheid stuff”! “That’s an interesting attitude you have about this”, mused Vicky. “It’s true”, I replied. “It’s a separation of our vote. People will know automatically that everyone who voted on this machine is someone with a disability. This is not good. Will our vote even be counted”? “Oh yes”, said Vicky. “Today, along with everyone else’s?”  “Yes!”

I took a deep breath. I really didn’t believe her, but I wanted to get this over as quickly as I could. I knew that I’d be making calls to CDR, and the Monroe County Board of Elections later on, so I decided to pay close attention to what happened while I was here.

Presently, I was led to the accessible machine. Apparently, they’d gotten it ready during my exchange with Vicky. I was advised that the process would take 30 minutes. Of course, I was not pleased!  Then we started.

Let’s just say, the experience was not pretty! First, I felt a stab of fear as I noticed that the voting machine was about a foot from the stairs! Vicky, and Mary, another election inspector, promised that they wouldn’t let me get hurt. Then, they set up the machine-or they tried to. It kept telling me that the ballot was unreadable. Neither Vicky nor Mary knew how to operate the Ballot Marking Device, or BMD. They kept referring to the manual. Finally, Mary tried to call in for help, but couldn’t get through. Vicky finally called her husband, who tried to walk her through the process. It turned out that they were loading the ballot in the wrong direction, and they had not entered the proper number. Finally, I got to vote. The actual process took only about 10 minutes-still too long for me, since I’ve been known to get through voting on an electronic machine in 5 minutes, or less! When I went through the review process, strangely, I had to vote again! The inspectors tried to take my ballot, but I told them that I hadn’t yet cast my vote. We went through the review process once more, and when Mary went to take my ballot, I said “Wait”! I then hit the green “Cast” button, my ballot slid into a box, and the number on the machine went from 0 Voters, to 1 Voter!

Whew, it was FINALLY over! Too bad it felt like pulling teeth.

In Recovery

Wednesday, November 5th, 2008

Ok Gentle Readers, let me come clean. I have been down for quite a while now, and haven’t had the energy to blog, though lots have been going on around me, and in the disability world.

For several months now, I have been dealing with excrutiating pain from colorectal issues caused by Crohn’s Disease. It got so ugly that on October 8th, I had surgery. Though I am well on the way to recovery, I am not recovering as fast as my doctor would like. I am still in pain, and have not been back to work in close to a month. My doctor and I hope that I can return to work in two weeks. I miss work, and they miss me, but I’ll say, they have been so good to me!

Needless to say, I haven’t been around much. I’m hoping that as time goes on, I’ll have the energy to blog regularly. Until then, just know that your buddy, The Roving Activist, is still around!